Overdue and over this

I am so over this and need to vent. 40+3 or 41 (depending on which due date from sonos). I have had pregnancy rhinitis the entire time and am so sick of carrying tissues around with me constantly. I have put on 60lbs and am sick of continuing to swell up. I don’t have any maternity clothing that even fits anymore let alone for the warmer temperatures that summer is bringing. I woke up at 4am with such bad heartburn/acid reflux this morning. I can barely move due to massive pelvic pain and feet swelling - getting out of bed is so hard. I also developed two incredibly nasty hemorrhoids that make it uncomfortable to sit and lay down also.

I have to pee every 2 minutes but hold it in (when I am able) to avoid the pelvic pain from getting up to go to the bathroom and the butt pain/pressure on these hemorrhoids from sitting in the toilet.

I actually lost my mucus plug today while doing a sitz bath.

I can’t handle this anymore and they won’t induce me until next Wednesday. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh