10dpo. I give up.

2 days before AF is supposed to show, she usually comes the day before glow says so actually 1.. I just don’t know anymore. I don’t even have like eyes all i see is big fat negatives. Maybe somethings just aren’t meant to be. I’m not an active TTC, But I never prevent it. So i guess I am? Does that make sense? I can’t even imagine how most of you guys feel after trying to hard. Also I just don’t understand how all of these people get pregnant the first time they have sex and some of us out here want a baby so bad and do almost everything we can and nothing.. I’ve given up. Never again will I buy a test. 😕 been getting mild af cramps, not super bad just here and there. Thought maybe it was implantion but I guess not. I know it’s early. Babydust to you all