So my postpartum appointment was today and since i turned 21 while pregnant I’m due for a Pap smear so i tried to get one to get it over with cuz she was hyping me up saying like oh it doesn’t feel as bad as getting your membranes swept and isn’t as big as a penis and definitely not like having a baby! So i said cool i can do it then. but it hurt way too much! She told me to keep breathing but it didn’t work. She tried turning it or something but it just hurt more! So she had to stop 😢😔 it hurt so bad i cringe when i think about it. Like I’m talking i cried when i got home! Hormones or not that shit went beyond physical pain! Like i felt like i just got my vaginal back to normal and that shit just scarred me. Like i was already nervous about whenever i decide to have sex for the first time postpartum because i heard about he dryness and stuff and this shit Just scared me further😒😔😔