So I got engaged last year on Christmas. After I came down off my engagement high, we set a date. February 2nd 2019. But every other day, we just feel like we can't wait. When people ask me about the date, I tell them "It could be tomorrow or next year." I know I could have a civil ceremony and then have a wedding but I'm afraid that if I have the civil ceremony, I'm not going to want to be bothered by the stress of planning wedding, but I want a wedding deep down. I'm making both me and my fiancè dizzy because I can't make up my mind. Y'all, I'm officially stuck.