I cheated on my ex 😞

My ex emotionally destroyed me after he cheated on me with a girl from our university. I was in a dark place and i was severely depressed and suicidal. I emotionally cheated on him with my ex. I felt horrible. Horrible because I stepped down to his level and horrible because i NEVER saw myself doing that. I was so hungry for attention and love because i felt lonely and unwanted.

Yes i know two wrongs dont make a right (i cant believe i got that wrong 😂😭), i know what i did was 100 % wrong. I didn’t leave because i had no courage, I didn’t value myself.

Disclaimer: i am making no excuses, simply saying why i did it. Any hate will be hidden and reported, im posting here to share my story and to get it off my chest.