You know, I still will probably get sad and upset, but for the last 2 years I have been depressed and upset that we haven’t been able to conceive. I’m just starting to realize that I might be ok with that. It gives my husband and I more time to each other, we get to spoil the absolute shit out of our pets (which I love doing), and we get to focus on buying thing’s we want. We will be buying a home shortly and then we can save and be more prepared for our little ones, but we can do thing’s while we wait. We can go on vacations, spoil ourselves with a new tv or something when we want to. I’ve been focusing on the negative when I should be looking at the positive. Plus, I’m still terrified of pregnancy, delivery, and being a mom! 😂