Im closet gay EDIT

So i guess im not gay but im bi. Im 20 years old and i DREEEAMM of having sex with a woman!😩 i just want to be her little pillow princess and i want her to eat my pussy so good 😫 a womans body is just so fucking amazing every curve 😍😍 just ugh. I have a bf and i love him to pieces but i also want to experience being with a woman.

I dont even know how to go about meeting another lg girl! I try tinder and bumble but i cant seem to get into a deep convo with anyone ☹️ are there any other good sites to meet people?

How do i know if a woman likes women? Im tired of watching lesbian porn 😫😫 i meed the real deal! 😫

He knows about this he doesnt care because i could never actually date a girl because im not interested in dating one but just hookup with one from time to time lol