I’m having a hard time...

Nghtmre • Keep it mello.

Well, AF showed up today after being two days late. My heart breaks every time I pull that first tampon out of the box. I’ve been struggling with getting and staying pregnant for almost 5 years now. My last pregnancy was last February which resulted in a miscarriage. I’m just feeling so broken. My husband constantly reminds me how hard it is for him to see pregnant women. He has even gone as far as to researching causes of infertility. I feel like it’s all my fault. 😢