I’m extremely nervous right now. My husband, and I have been trying for the last 18 months to conceive, and more recently have had some success in getting pregnant, but sadly we lost our baby (first trimester) last November, and then another about a month ago. We have four little ones already (the plan is for 6–no hateful comments please). Other than the four of our kids all being preemies (33-36 weeks range) we didn’t ever really have issues. Never really had experience with pregnancy loss before, so it has been a really new and devastating thing to deal with. Anyways, I could not wait to start trying again after our last miscarriage, so we did as soon as I ovulated. Well fast forward now 8-10 days, and here I am with another (faint) BFP, but instead of feeling excited I’m feeling extremely nervous. I know this isn’t left over HCG from the last pregnancy because I tested like a mad woman afterwards and watched the line quickly disappear until the tests were negative. My test line right now is very faint, but I don’t believe my period is due for another 4-5 days (I say don’t believe because last month I didn’t have a “period” unless you consider my M/C one. I’m only going off of when I ovulate). Is there anyone on here who has had similar experiences, and have their rainbow baby? Sorry for the sad, dry novel. Usually I’m much more fun I promise. Just looking for some hope!