I am really struggling with how to NOT let daily BBT and OPK tracking take over my life and dictate how I'm feeling for the day. My temp has been out of whack for this cycle, and OPK test lines are barely visible. I'm halfway through my fertile week, and it feels like time is slipping through my fingers. It's been nine months since we started TTC- a longer time than some, shorter than others. But it's hitting me especially hard this cycle. I realize that if we had been successful on our first try, I would be due any day now.