fuck heart attacks.

fuck cancer.

fuck death.

fuck mental health.

fuck bpd.

fuck social anxiety.

fuck depression.

fuck self harm.

fuck suicidal thoughts.

fuck stress.

fuck crying until your body aches.

fuck feeling nothing.

fuck feeling everything.

fuck losing people.

fuck feeling this way.

fuck life itself.

what I'd do just to disappear right now.

what I'd do for a different life right now.

what I'd do to forget everything right now.

what I'd do to be anywhere but inside my head right now.

what I'd do just to breathe right now.

tired.

full of anguish.

drained.

devastated.

lost.

broken.

in need of a vent.