When will it be my time

Charity

Really thought this was my time. With gettin engaged to the Loml this past month but looks like I’m out this cycle it’s hurts so much does this get any easier? I took two test both faint lines but my period came today anyway even tho it is extreamly lighter than usual ik it’s my period jus need encouragement! And maybe some tips to make it thru this strong ! Good luck ladies