Just need to vent a little bit.

So my baby girl is only 10 days old. Her dad is going back to work Sunday and he travels. I have to stay home with the baby and his two sons until they get out of school then I’ll be able to go back to work when doctor says its okay. I know he has to work because bills have to be paid but I can’t help but feel selfish a little bit and want him home to help. I know its only two weeks. But just the thought of being alone is giving me horrible anxiety. When she fusses at night, all he has to do is pick her up and she’s fine. I think I just need to be a little more confident in myself that I can do it, even though I feel like I can’t. She’s my first and I’m so paranoid I don’t even like to sleep alone when she sleeps at night.