It's over...

My boyfriend of 10 months just dumped me and I don't know what to do or how to feel right now. I loved him so much at the beginning and then things turned south. Both of us just had problems with each other and things weren't working. We fought often and were trying to continue on rocky ground. I feel very emotional, frustrated, and lost, and I don't know where to turn for comfort or encouragement. When he broke up with me he said some really mean things like: I'm a conniving bitch, all I do is guilt trip & manipulate him, I don't think about his feelings, he can't even be friends with me, and he made a bad mistake choosing me. How am I supposed to feel about that? I literally try to make him feel like the happiest man alive by always supporting him, massaging, chores & cleaning, sex, kisses and cuddles, and all he has to give back to me is that I'm a manipulative bitch. Sorry for the long rant, but I just had to get it off my chest. I'm really just at a loss for words and astonished since the break up was so sudden. Thanks for listening girls. I could use some positive advice/encouragement.