I feel like all I do is make my fiance mad or something. I'm 15 weeks pregnant and already having a hard time since I just lost my grandfather who was more like my dad. It's been hard dealing with the loss and not being able to work because of things involving my disability check being messed up. I have just been feeling worthless since he's been having to pay all the bills and I haven't been able to contribute. on top of it it seems like he's not excited about the baby. he hardly ever touches my stomach and wasn't all that engaged at the only appointment he's gone to. It feels like my emotions are all over the place and honestly like I don't deserve to be a mom because I can't seems to be able to do anything right lately......