31 weeks today and as this chapter is coming to a close I am getting more and more squeamish. I’m horribly afraid of giving birth and having drastic fears of something happening that is bad. I was diagnosed at 28 weeks with gestational diabetes and have managed to maintain good sugar levels (spent my whole life being able to eat whatever I wanted and didn’t and suddenly when pregnant I crave sweets I now can’t have) but Rylie is still a bit on the small size even though my placenta is working normal. Feeling very alone and hormonal and stressed about leaving work. I’m a single mother and I’m not being granted any maternity or disability pay so I’m stressed out. Emotionally I’m all over the place, happy and sad... scared and excited. Anyone with any advice it would be appreciated!!