is there SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME😭

is somebody awake right now? i'm in tears... my baby tried to put it in tonight, but i fucking couldn't because it hurt too bad. i was wet and everything - orgasmed, squirted, the whole shebang, i wasn't too dry, but it just hurt too bad. is there something wrong with me?!?! i just said STOP and turned over when pulled out and burst into tears. i'm turned off now and disgusted with myself. should i have just pushed through it?! can i ever have a kid if it hurts this bad just during SEX?! even if i got a sperm donor, could i still give birth, even? fuck it, i'm so upset 😭😭😭 somebody please help 😭😭😭