I’m back home from college for the summer. Every time I’ve come back for a long stay I’m reminded as to way I was soooo ready to get out of the house. It’s weird bc in college I’m independent I’m doing my own thing and I’m happy. But being home brings that dark cloud over like the old days.

Any way, I’m not sure if finals,not being able to relax, my parents nagging or a medical issue is causing my period to be late but I’m kind of freaking out. I’m in no way ready for anything like that. And my parents would literally disown me lol. But my bf and I have been crazy safe and I’ve taken two tests and gotten negatives back. I’m 4 days late.

Idk I’m just real scared and emotional and feel like I’m stupid and that I always have the worst of luck. I’m not sure this is ok to post here but whatever /: