her - winter break

over winter break i was with my friend. she had come out to me as bisexual a long time before and i didn’t mind. but a few days before christmas we decided to be irresponsible and get drunk. she ended up getting on top of me and trying to touch me. she took pictures of me and i was so confused. later on when i tried to talk to her about it, she said it was my doing. she even called another girl that night and told her she loved and missed her. i actually fell in love with that friend that abused me and she never responds to my messages anymore. i can’t talk about that with anyone because no one knows that I’m pansexual.