feel like cheating?

ok first of all I love my husband hes my first love and lost my virginity to him and because of this I feel like I never got to experiment with different dicks or like idk I feel like I shoulda been a hoe before settling down lol if that makes any sense probly not but anyways... from time to time when guys try to flirt with me or they give me the stare like I wanna fuck you stare n I'm like shit I wanna fuck you too but I can't I don't have the heart to do it....but deep down if there were a fine guy the right time and place I'd probly do something I might regret but I'd never go out of my way you know ....idk I just feel the need to try other dicks...how can I make that urge to have another dick go away??? cause there's a guy and i know we be vibing yet don't say a word to each otherwhen but just ugh..its so frustrating cause when I see him I just wanna hop on his dick and fuck the shit outta him 😰