I’m posting this because I want a mans opinion also.

Are there men that will tell you they love you everyday? Will they run their fingers over your skin because they know you like it? Are there men out there that like to make out? Do they want to have sex all the time? Are there men out there that will buy you flowers or something small and random just because they know you like it? Are there men out there that want to show you off? That will run their fingers through your hair while you’re laying together? Are there men that will put you first? Are there men out there that will love you no matter what? Will they build you up instead of make you feel bad? Will they love your flaws? Will they tell you you are beautiful/sexy/cute randomly?

Or is this just a dream? I’ve been in two serious relationships. One was abusive. I’ve dated around and haven’t gotten this. It feels like guys just get with me for my looks and either aren’t interested after getting together. Or they take advantage of me and take me for granted. I hate that I’m so giving because I get walked all over. Am I dreaming that this is possible? Because I’m not getting anything I just asked about from someone who says they love me. I am supposed to just keep to myself, I am denied sex always but have to give it up whenever, I can’t be emotional or too affectionate. I love being affectionate. I’m an emotional person. I want someone to run their fingers across my leg while we are watching tv. Am I dreaming?