I have read so many different posts on Glow with so many different womens stories. I have seen all the beautiful encouragement and love that comes with them too... guess I am needing a little bit of that too... and maybe knowing I am not alone in this.

my husband and I have been married for 3 years. we fot pregnant in October of this past year and lost the baby in Novemeber. It was heart breaking, but being a strong Christian I have always held onto the knowledge that His plans are always better than the plans I have for myself.

We just switched to a new OBGYN and she is wonderful and wanted to run a full infertility work up. Everything was fine and normal til the day 21 bloodwork revealed that my progesterone levels are low. My doctor wants to start clomid next cycle to help me ovulate, I am fine with that but concerned that this might be the reason I misscarried in November... and if so what is stopping me from losing another baby?

Not to mention feeling defective.. and frustrated with all of it. I have walked through a lot in my 35 years of life (heart surgery, galbladder removed...etc) I guess I just hoped that something would come easy.

I do know that no matter what God sits on the throne in my life, and even if he chooses something different for my life.. I will still continue to praise his

name.

Thank you for allowing me to say all of this out loud... just needed to lay out my. heart