Spiritual Ah Ha

Freya

all my friends have hsd these big ah ha in their lives regarding God. Whether they personaly felt Him with them or they had a mirical happen. Ive always had a hard time feeling close to god even when reading my bible and going to church. i often have doubts about my faith like why isnt God showing Himself to me And how come all i feel is nothing like im void of emtions. How can i build up my foundation in God?