so I am bipolar and have very bad episodes of manic depression and anxiety and random moments. I've always been able to somewhat deal with it thanks to therapy and having my dog or family around. now that my life is starting to go in a new direction with me being 16 weeks pregnant, engaged, my grandfather recently passing away, and being away from my family it's been really hard to deal with it. like I said my dog would help a lot since he could cheer me up or just love me when I needed it. in late October he passed away and we got a new dog about a month ago and a cat a few months before he passed away. my cat had been helping me grieve healthily during all of the recent changes when we had to move. our new place is nice and I love it but we can't affored to pay for both our cat and dog and we are currently helping the puppy with his last round of medication. now I just feel so stressed and depressed from everything that I've felt myself start to have anxiety attacks. I just want my kitty.... sorry for the long rant I just don't knownwhat else to do.