I just had my 38wk appt and she checked my cervix for the first time.....

and she said.......

.... it's still completely freaking closed!! 😭👶 Ughhh! I am kinda bummed out because I just cannot wait to meet our little bear!! I love being pregnant and have cherished every moment but OMG seriously?! NO dilation?! Not even 1CM?! 😭😭 Now I have light bleeding and a little cramping like BH contractions but apparently all the BH contractions I've been having were not doing their job. SMH

Due on Memorial Day (May 28th)