Just need to vent...

I doubt anyone will read this. I'm lucky if anyone sees my posts. just feeling very down at the moment. almost a year of trying with no luck. my mom used to make it sound like if I sat next to a boy I could get pregnant. now I can't even get two lines on an opk test. I want more than anything for my husband and I to be parents and am just feeling so down. I've had numerous tests done to see what's going on and everything comes back normal every time. just need a little positivity please 😭😭😭