hey guys so i’ve never posted on here or anything lol but i really need help, some advice. so hey i’m shelby, i’m gay and i have a beautiful and amazing girlfriend. we’ve been dating for about a year now and i’m so very deeply in love, i really am, i’m so fucking happy, i’ve never been happy before. i’ve always been so broken, so hurt. nothing has ever made me happy like she does. i know i’m beyond blessed, but lately me and her have me arguing a lot, and it’s been about little things, it wasn’t a big deal up until now.. it’s all just built up on top of each other and it fucking, it’s killing me! we kinda talked about it and i thought it was all fine, but yesterday i found out it wasn’t, she mentioned a break and i freaking lost it, i started bawling out my eyes to her, i lostttt ittttt! she started crying back to me, i was basically just telling her that i really don’t wanna loose her, i can’t. i know she loves me so much, and i know she doesn’t wanna leave me, i just don’t know how to fix these little problems we are having, we kinda talked it over, and kissed and everything was somewhat okay. but now it’s the weekend and she’s grounded, and it’s sucks because i have no form of communication with her, and i just can’t show up at her house. i have no idea what’s she’s feeling about this or even if she’s okay. i’ve been bawling my eyes out so much, it’s honestly so hard, i love her so fucking much. i’m definitely not the religious type but last night for some reason i just could not stop crying and praying, lol and now i’m just rambling. but anyways, please please please just leave me a message, some advice or anything thoughts on what i should do, something, anything. i just really need some guidance, i’m losing myself again ):