Advice

Okay, so if you have known a guy for 7 years now and you guys started as best friend and then later dated for 10 months, and he was your first for everything, you both took each other virginity, and now are broken but have never really been apart. He still gets jealous, he still takes you to family events, you still fuck, he says he still loves you, call you baby, etc basically like you’re dating. And you got pregnant once and lost the baby. And he’s been there when I attempted suicide so wr have been through so much it’s unbelievable. So one day he gets a girlfriend, like whatever he has done this before comes back whatever I’m not gonna get into it. And then I get into a relationship and I am beyond happy like really fuckinh happy but he of course ruins the relationship. Well I’m dumb and get over it and of course still love him and shit. Well one day we decided to fuck and I was told him and his gf broke up but then to find out it’s a lie but I haven’t said anything to her. Anyway so after we fucked he stopped talking to me and was suddenly closer to his girlfriend and shit. And then one day he text me and tells me he never loved me, doesn’t want me in his life, the last 7 years were lies, he will never love me and that he’s leaving and never coming back, so hearing all that hurt like bad, like couldn’t stop crying, ya know he promised he would never leave, we have gone through all that to end up with him saying he never loved me at all. And he begged me not to tell his girlfriend about us having sex cause ya know he cheated. I don’t know what to do. I’m so hurt right now. I mean I don’t think I’m being dramatic I think that after all we have been through I am okay to feel hurt or heart broken. But what do I do? Everything reminds me of him and of course anytume he is around he has to stare or whatever. Part of me thinks that he was Leung about all that, that he does love me but he said all those things so I would be hurt so I wouldnttell his gf but then there is a part of me that thinks maybe he he meant it and that really tears me apart.😭 should I tell her? Like I feel like she had the right to know but then he will just hate me more. What do I do? I’m so stuck right and such an emotional wreck. 😭help!