This is my second pregnancy, I am only 4.5 weeks so very early. I lost my son last year Dec 2 at 18 weeks. I was hospitalized with sepsis (blood poisoning) in October at week 12 and the doctors can only assume that it was the sepsis that ultimately caused our loss. They also couldn’t tell me what caused the sepsis. So I am constantly filled with dread now that I am pregnant again, thinking that how can I protect this baby when I couldn’t protect my son. Feeling a bit lost and like I can’t be excited or hopeful