Heartbreak

So me and my boyfriend have been going through a rough time and I thought we would be able to work through it like any other couple could but last night he ended up saying he needs a break so now we are on a break and I don’t know what to do I can’t handle it he was the first guy that made me happy and wasn’t using me for sex and i actually was starting to feel love between us I feel like my anxiety was the reason this is the way it is cause i held a lot in and he didn’t like that but I couldn’t help it💔

UPDATE

so last night after he got off of work early he went over to his ex girlfriends house and he told my bestfriend that they were cuddling and he ended up kissing her so last night he officially told me we were not gonna be able to get back together and now I feel broken and lost