I went yesterday to get blood drawn to get my quantitative hCG levels and I’ll find out today. I’m wicked scared though...calling always makes me anxious and nervous and I’m scared because I don’t want the number to be low. This is my fourth pregnancy after three miscarriages. I took a digital this morning that was positive, which helps because usually at this point I’ve started testing negatives...

I’m just so scared of losing this one to because I don’t know what I’ll do with myself if I do. I don’t know if I can handle this again.