He tries to make me feel crazy and I watch it happen

And it still gets to me.

He achieves in making me feel crazy.

Then he comes at me corners me and when I try to get around him yells “don’t touch me”, “did you just fucking hit me”.

He chocked me

Punched me

Kicked me

Why why do I still love him and hope we can work it out.

How is that not crazy?