Cheating Rant

I just want to rant.

This guy I had been seeing, we decided to be serious and not date other people at the beginning of April. But because of my family, I wasnt ready to tell people yet that we were together.

Last night I discovered conversations with girls since then where he was talking about wanting to eat them out, even a conversation with someone where he had legit just dropped me off at work after our date, went home and immediately started messaging about her coming over for sex and when she said that she was injured from work, he was an entitled little white boy who said something along the lines of "well you owe me, at least send kinky nudes" because he figured that it would be one of the only ones he got the house to himself.

I'm so angry at myself for not seeing it sooner. He literally was continuously asking me if I was cheating because he was projecting. At the beginning, we were sex monsters, but then he just suddenly was disinterested and didn't want to as much anymore, but he was willing to message all these girls.

As far as I can tell, nothing physical ever happened with these girls, but I have no proof of that.

Regarding Savannah's comment: he's my housemate, I cannot physically leave because we are on a lease together. But he's certainly only going to be that. A house mate.