sooo im new to all of this but i don’t really think i can go to my friends about this... sooo two days ago i was upset and crying because i was missing my ex.

i dumped him back in january because we were fighting a lot and it was clear we needed a break. our breakup wasn’t as smooth as i thought it was gonna be so we cut off all contact. i told a friend of mine i was missing him bc she asked what was wrong and an hour later he added me back on snapchat and texted me. we talked about the breakup and how it hurt us. he told me he wanted to be friends and take things really slow, he wanted to think about things and said that maybe this could turn into something more over time. i really do miss him tho. i lost my virginity and everything to him, we was the first to meet my family and the first person to meet my mom. we spent the holidays together and talked about our future. idk it sounds dumb but it was my first serious relationship. we have been through all of this twice already, and idk if im making a good or bad decision. i really dont know because when i think of us together, i look at pictures of us or just him, i feel calm. it feels right. everything happens for a reason, and i mean no matter how far a person goes they come back of its meant to be right?? idk, i just need advice this is really overwhelming.