Feeling so lost.

Dezra

When you wake up at 4 am to realize there’s blood and a lot of it. First instinct is to take another test...it was negative. Me and my SO cried together on the bathroom floor at 4 am. This is the second time in 3 months. I don’t know if i can handle this again. This has been harder the second time. Any advice or kind words are gladly appreciated. Thanks ladies.