No more safe word

Me and my owner have been together for almost 3 years. We just moved in together. He owns me and I'm collard but we've still used safewords, either "wait" or I would tap him twice. I would use these when needed or when I wanted to stop for some reason. Now that we are living together, I really want him to use me when he wants, even if I don't want it. I'm an EXTREME service Sub and the idea of being used, with out being asked or anything, makes me feel really good.

So, he and I decided to remove safewords. From now on I'll only double tap him when I physically can't take somthing anymore (like almost throwing up during deep throating). He's a little over 9 inches so somtimes I'd use "wait" when I was in alot of pain, but now I'll just have to take it. I'm really exited about this because I feel like I really am his toy now, that he can use when he wants.

One of my command is him rubbing my wrist which means I have to blow him. Last night we were cuddling, that day he had fucked my ass for about 30 mins in the shower, well he held my dildo in my V, so I was extremely sore (still am). I was pretty tired and he was petting me, and then he rubbed my wrists. I did my best to blow him and after maybe 15 mins and my throat starting to hurt he finally came in my mouth, and I stuck out my tounge to show him his cum and it dripped out of my mouth so I quicky licked it off of his stomach and I looked up at him apologetically, and he just smiled and grabbed me and started hugging and petting me saying "you did so well, youre such a good girl taking daddy like that, your so cute, you little messy kitty" and I swear I couldn't be happier and more content.

I love him so much and I trust him completely. Even with out safewords. Has anyone else done this with your long time doms/subs and relationships?