Dear Ni,

I can't bring myself to understand what happened. You fucked me. You were the first girl to ever fuck me. You made me feel special and beautiful. Until you told me it was all a lie. You and Sky were broken up. You told me you didn't love her that you loved me. You did more than lie to me, you broke my heart. I have never felt so used and betrayed. If you wanted her back you didn't have to break me. And Although what we did was a mistake but i have to thank you. you helped me find the real me. The full me. so Thank you but Fuck you