Can you mamas makeme feel a little better

OK so I want to my appointment I got there on time and I had to wait 50 extra minutes. But a time I was done I was about to leave out and saw that it was pouring. I have my five-month-old with me and I do not have a umbrella. I parked a little far from the entrance. I asked the security guard if he could watch my baby for one minute while I ran to get my car, he said he just got called for an emergency and I said it would be really quick I’m going to run and he said OK sure. So I run to the car and then I pull up and I see my baby is left unattended and this nurse that works at the community hospital was bashing me because I left him unattended and I explained to her that I didn’t this security guard left him unattended I feel so awful in sick to my stomach and I am crying right now