late.

I had a weird feeling that this was our month!! we had just the "right" amount of sex before, during, and after predicted ovulation. I had HORRIBLE pelvic pain a week ago and now I'm 3-5 days late(according to glow and another app) my period is always late or early. lately its been early rather than late. I want to test so BAD!! its making me crazy. my nipples hurt so much too but don't want to get excited over AF symptoms. my husband is out on a business trip and won't be back until Friday and I just wish and hope with all my heart that I can test om Friday morning and it be a BFP! we have been trying for #1 for 6 years and 3 months. and well honestly I'm scared. I'm scared of the 75+ BFN that have broken my heart. I'm scared of the disappointment. idk how much more we can handle. please send all the baby dust possible! ☄