Adoption

Worst thing I never thought I'd ever consider but based on recent events, I feel it's the best and last option I have for my child. I am heartbroken about the thought of my child never meeting her family and my son never getting to play with his little sister or be a big brother one day. The other parent is the most selfish human being on this earth. He never said one thing about the baby nor did he support me or his kids. The main reason, im putting my little girl up for adoption is because I have zero support from anyone. My family hasn't supported me and my kids father didn't say a word about the baby or say anything when I mentioned adoption. Instead he picked a fight with me OVER OUR RELATIONSHIP(Not about the kids) to piss me off! I even gave him the reasons why I'm adopting the baby and he didn't say shit. I am so livid with him! what kind of human being doesn't even fight for their child or step up when the mother FINALLY puts down her pride to say she has no support to the VERY LAST PERSON she has to turn to and still gets nothing. anyone else feelings been hurt by the thought of adoption? I'm really torn apart but without support I can't do anything for baby girl and her big brother is hard enough to support alone without anyone I am devastated about all this and just feel like a FAILURE.