Discouraged, being induced


This is my second pregnancy and due to complications with my last labor I have been planning and preparing for a non-medicated labor my entire pregnancy. I got an epidural last time and my baby was not breathing and had serious respiratory issues. So please don’t attack me saying I am advocating for only one side.

After all my preparation I will be induced on Monday due to high bp and am afraid I won’t be able to handle the pain from the pitocin and end up with pain meds and an epidural. I desperately do not want to be induced, I am trying not to get too down but it is hard.