I was with this guy for two years...

He’s only 26 and I’m 32. So obviously he wasn’t ready for what I was. I have kids, so I’m sure that didn’t help.

Anyway.

It’s been more than a year since we split.

And I still can’t get over him.

I compare him to every man I meet. I try SO hard not to do that.

I just literally can’t feel anything for anyone.

Even sexually, he’s the only one that I want to be with physically. Which is frustrating because I’m sexually frustrated lol

We have slept together a few times but it’s to the point I can’t even get that from him. He’s just to busy or says he is.

I don’t know.

I just want to move on. I want to be able to go out and not think of him... I want enjoy sex again and not think of him.

I have made every point to get over him. To avoid contact. We went a year with absolutely NO contact and I still cried over him.

Wasn’t till recently we slept together. (With the agreement it was just sex)

Anyway... I need help. I want to move on!! With my life! Not with other people but just myself. I want to not think of him and feel sad