Can’t stop worrying

Ok so to start off a year ago or so I got a positive and a negative home test in the same week. When I went to the doctor I wasn’t pregnant.

This week I got a positive test so I took another. Positive

Go to the doctor he did a urine test and it was negative. Refused to do blood. He said my positive test either meant my test was more sensitive than his or human error .

I just wasn’t happy. I took several more home test . 9 total

I was trying to find a doctor to order labs when I remember 45 mins away is a lab that will do certain test with no doctor order!

I called for my lab results about an hour later and the lady said it’s positive!

So I’m pregnant!! WHY DO I KEEP THINKING SOMETHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN! I’ll go to the ob and get told the test was wrong . I’ll miscarriage something. I’m just so un easy.