Overwhelmed

Just the thought of only having 9 weeks left is causing a little stress for me . I’m excited to meet my baby girl , but overall me and her dad aren’t together so I feel like a lot of things I’ll have to figure out on my own ( I know he will be supportive but 90% of the time bby will be w / me) He don’t have to worry about things like taking off work , doctors appointments or child care . It’s bothering me because I’m about to start a new job at 30 weeks pregnant just so I don’t have to depend on anyone ( plus I’m use to having my own $) I know I want be working long but I want a job to fall back on once my 6weeks is up . I don’t want my new born bby just going to any child care facility & it’s really eating me up inside . I don’t know what to do but I have to work to take care of her 😢😢😢 sometimes I just feel like I’m having a bby at the wrong time w the wrong person.