Losing the plot now

Sara

Hey girls

Cut the long story short had a missed miscarriage 2 years ago was too scared to conceive after that went on the coil. Very close uncle died this Jan made me realised life is way to short took out coil for husbands bday end of jan and still haven’t managed to get pregnant I literally feel like I’m turning desperate 😭. Went it to Superdrug and saw they done a fertil test for both male and female took mine and although it says the line has to be darker then the top or the same I can’t help but notice there is a faint line there :( which isn’t a good sign as on this test a positive means you have high follicle stimulating hormones. I’m only 27 but I’m panicking. Anyone have any advice