Is it Wrong?

Yet another year I face this hard decision: should I stay or should I leave. I can't possibly continue paying for college, but I want to stay in that area. I already have a job there, friends and a guy that I like. Here there's nothing. I don't have a job or friends, just locked in my room. I've tried,

believe me. I want to move into my own house near my job. It will be a risk. I can't stay were I am now. There are days that I wish I could vanish.