Dear you,

today marks the third month since we broke up. we were together for 7 months and even now, i still know deep down that i still love you. i should be over you already; you broke my heart in multiple ways including talking to girl after girl the day that we broke up. i knew that your love was genuine in the beginning but towards the end, it only felt like you were with me for other reasons. towards the last week of school, i found you hanging out with a common friend of ours day after day. it broke my heart more. i’m so hard on myself now especially because i should have already moved on but i just can’t. during the time that we were together, i was always so depressed and hated myself. i know that it’s the reason why we broke up and i blame myself for it everytime i think about our breakup. after we broke up, i expected you to come back; to want to fix things, but it never happened and at this point, i know it won’t ever. i don’t ever want to get back together with you, i just wish we’d fixed things ever since you knew that things weren’t okay. someday, i hope that i’ll never think about you again.