worried about birth

Savanah

Okay so I have a 1 year old son he turns 2 in September. I'm also currently 10+3. However with my son my birth was horrible, I caught scabies from the eye hospital as I had an appointment to check cysts that I had in my eye lids. I got it from just sitting on a chair. Anyway, I woke up covered in blood on the 16th September 2016 so obviously I went straight to hospital, I got put in my own room due to having caught scabies. on the 16th September at 7pm I was getting a shower as they said to keep me in over night to keep an eye on it. I haemorrhaged and lost 450ml of blood in the shower, so obviously the nurses were panicking and rushed me straight to the Labour ward and broke my waters. nobody was allowed in or out cause of the scabies. Is it normal for me to be worried about giving birth to this child, like I want it to happen naturally ie my waters break on there own. seeing all of that blood was horrible.