Need some fresh eyes, long story here 😳

Ok so here goes my long story would really appreciate honesty too I think I’ve gone officially ttc crazy and probs need a good slap 😂 so I started testing 12dpo, I had faint lines on ics but completely bfn on frer. So put it down to bad batch of ics. 13dpo I noticed I had real veiny boobs and had been suffering with heartburn and nausea, put these down to progesterone with af. 14dpo didn’t feel like af was coming at all so ran out and got a cheapy test after I wiped af seemed like she had started 😫 anyway the test had a faint line so just chucked it. So I bled mainly brown for 4 days and on 16dpo still had heartburn, nausea and veiny boobs then I started getting ridiculously tired so I tested with a frer and got a Faint BFP 😳 anyway bleeding continued so just assumed chemical! But now 19dpo symptoms still haven’t subsided and if anything are getting worse, especially tiredness! So I’ve tested with a clear blue (fmu) and frer(just now) and am confused at the results! Am I just being super wishful and these are bfns!

Honesty welcome! Thanks 🙏🏽

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