Pregnant

I am 20 and I’m 5 months pregnant I don’t even wanna be it hasn’t been a happy or good experience for me Im always down and sad I just hate it and ready for it to be over with I didn’t know who the dad was and I still don’t which makes it’s even worst I could have had a baby on my boyfriend and I just feel like not doing it anymore I don’t want this baby I think about it everyday and night I failed myself and my baby .